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Sat Jan 24, 2009, 8:40 PM
My boyfriend just broke up with me. We'd been together for 1 year and almost 2 months. And he just broke up with me. No explanation. Nothing. I thought I was worth more than that to him. I thought I meant something.

Apparently not.

He spent my emotions like they were pennies, and now I have nothing left.

I feel like a husk, I feel like I hate, like I love, like I wish, like I just want it all to end.

But I have my friends. And I'd rather have them over him any day.

Because at least they really care.

I'm trying to run the pain away, drive the emotional out with the physical. I've been running every day, running myself into the ground. And that pain helps. It distracts. But I don't know how long it will last.

I can't eat. I can hardly swallow my food without gagging. I feel sick, like I always have the overwhelming urge to vomit. I've already lost 5 pounds since Thursday (that hateful day). I can't eat. I can hardly sleep.

It hurts too much.

It just hurts too much.

I can barely take it. It's killing me every day. And I hate waking up the next morning to remember what he did to me.

It.... hurts.....

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Breathe Me
  • Reading: The Book Thief
  • Watching: Law and Order CI
  • Playing: a f**king violin
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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:thanks: A very belated thank you for the :+fav: on my sonnet last December; and my deepest apologies for the unexpected delay.

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:| I've tried pursuing happiness. Happiness sought a restraining order.
Oh, no problem at all! And you are very welcome.

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92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch or Hollister said it wasnt cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing.
:)

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:| I've tried pursuing happiness. Happiness sought a restraining order.
:clap:

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92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch or Hollister said it wasnt cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing.
thanks for the :+fav: :hug:

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You're so welcome. Best drawing of Kankuro ever!

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92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch or Hollister said it wasnt cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing.
thanks for the favorite! :D

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"for beautiful eyes, look for the good in others
for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness
and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”
-audrey hepburn.
You are very welcome. :) ;)

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92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch or Hollister said it wasnt cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing.

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